Day 16 VLCD

Ahh... Day two of reload, not much to say at this point other than I feel FULL! I will be just fine if I never endure another load day in my life! It's amazing to look back on our lives and know that this was a norm at one point or another... I remember eating an entire foot long from subway all to myself, drinking out of the two liter and finishing one myself in less than a day... sadly there were also those times that I polished off an entire box of doughnuts... days that my fuel was a mere 6 latte's and nothing more... Cigarettes were a norm, late night studying and early morning classes. It is no wonder my body is in the shape she was... I am changed from this journey and looking back all I can say is THANK GOD there was a path for me to take towards a healthy me... a far different path from the one I knew so well. There was a day I looked in the mirror and saw my step mother's body staring back at me. I was in sheer terror, I became obsessed, depressed and lost hope at ever letting free the beautiful me. It is only once you have felt that terror that you can truly understand the miracle that is HCG. I had heard a woman once explain to me how her weight affected her life. I felt empathy however true understanding was not possible, until the day I felt the sheer ton of my 'weight' bearing down on me. It is true there is much to change besides the food, there is an emotional component that needs addressing. I do hope that if you are on such a life changing journey as I am, that you find some spiritual and or emotional guidance, counseling, or support, which ever it may be that works for your 'self change' please find it... keep searching till it's 'right' and once you have it, never let it go! You are worth it! Many blessings, sweet dreams, and happy releases!